Thursday, April 23, 2015

The Spirit of Grief

 “Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted” Matthew 5:4
It is all about the grief, how we deal with it, cope with it …live with it.  Grief happens after you lose someone or some thing to which a bond was formed.  We all have losses and it is how we deal with them, which can cause us so much pain, sometimes so deep it reaches our soul.  But think if just for a moment, if we change our attitude toward loss and look at it in a different way, from a different point of view such as gain, it may not hurt as much.  The pain will still be there but joy can accompany it, softening and gentling the hurt.

I have experienced great loss… my parents, my grandparents, my friends, my pets, my business and disappointments which accompanied me on my journey and with each one there was an experience of grieving. 

When Dad died I was truly devastated.  Watching his body being ravaged by cancer until he became as emaciated as a rail can leave you with a bitter taste in your mouth and a pain in your stomach.  Your lungs and heart feel like they could explode from the deep pain you feel, helplessness is your companion.  There is nothing you can do to take the cancer away but there is something you can do to ease the pain and grief. 
You take care of the person and you listen to what they have to say.  You can gather information about the family history and you can listen to the stories they want to tell, sometimes over and over.  You can rub their back, cream their skin with coconut oil, do energy healing and pray, pray, pray.  You can ease their pain, take them to their doctor’s appointment and sit in the garden watching them take their last breaths of fresh air and rays of sunlight.  You can gather as a family, not necessarily a blood relation, and pray together to ask for ease of pain and suffering. The suffering and grief of the family can be eased a wee bit when you take over the responsibilities of traveling to doctor appointments, making nourishing meals and giving support that they desperately need as they grieve the inevitable.  Jesus, the Angels and Divine Masters always willing to give the support needed as we invoke their help.  Not only do we ease their pain and suffering but we ease ours as we look towards the light and the joy of the afterlife…no longer will there be suffering but a life of complete bliss forever.

The Spirit of Life is greater than the Spirit of Death if you let it in.  You allow the death process to happen with dignity and just as the person dying has to relinquish control and accept the journey home, so do you. When you are able to do this the grieving process can be a time of healing for you and a time of enlightenment and knowledge of the circle of life, a time of going home to eternal life… joyful for all. 


Recently a friend went home to eternal life.  She taught us how to love with her pure heart and undying faith in the Lord Jesus and Mary, His mother.  Her charitable nature unbound, she brought her friends together as sisters and her life and faith was a lesson for all of us.  Tessie will always live on in our hearts forever as sure as there are stars in the sky!

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Arnav & Khushi: " Love is All" by Yaani ...





My friend and sister , Faiqa made this VM for me for my birthday.  It is with my favorite artist and composer and my favorite of all actors, Sanaya Irani and Barun Sobti....Love is All

Thank you Faiqa from the bottom of my dhak dhak!

Monday, December 29, 2014

Happy Birthday, Mom.  I
celebrate the day you were born.  Love you!   Miss you!

Don't step on the crack, you'll break your mother's back!

I fractured my spine but not because one of my kids stepped on a crack.  Life has changed. Christmas was canceled, the scrumptious brunch I planned not to be.  Instead we celebrated at my cousin's home on the Eve and late Christmas Day went to my youngest son's girlfriend's parents home on the beach.  It was so relaxing.  Life changes...tensions fade and life goes on whether you break your spine or not.  I have learned not to do, but to allow others to do for me.  I have learned to say no, I can't do that.  I have learned to take great care of myself. I have learned to listen to my body and I have conceded to the Divine's efforts to change the direction of my path. Life changes.  I look forward to the unknown road ahead and I am listening for the directions and got my walking shoes.